Another lonely night, suddenly my heart was filled with loneliness and grievance. No one understands, no one cares, at this moment my heart is extremely fragile, lonely, helpless, sad, aggrieved, all kinds of negative emotions are overwhelming me. At this moment, how much I need someone to give me a warm embrace, give me even a little care, even if it is to sit quietly with me for a while. Suddenly I thought of a short video I just saw, a middle-aged man hiding in the toilet to smoke a cigarette, telling himself in the mirror about his difficulties. I empathized, his situation was exactly the same as mine, and I couldn’t help crying. At the end of the video, his wife pushed the door open, the man panicked and wanted to hide the cigarette, the woman said nothing, lit the lighter to light the man’s cigarette. Think about the woman who sleeps next door, who has never given me a little understanding in 20 years of marriage. At this moment, my heart is completely broken. Covering my head with a quilt and crying. Men, it’s too hard!