My wife had a gynecological disease and went to the hospital for a minor operation. I took a day and a half out of my busy schedule to accompany her. Everything was fine before. Before she was discharged this morning, she told me that she saw a clinic that could treat facial paralysis and asked me to go and ask. I was very upset because my daughter’s facial paralysis had been treated in many places, but nothing could be done. The big hospitals in Tianjin, Beijing, and Jinan all had no solution. She had also tried several local folk remedies, but they had no effect at all. I was desperate. These so-called ancestral secret recipes are all scams. When people are helpless, they are easily fooled by these people. The so-called desperate attempt to seek medical treatment and grasping at straws is the truth. I had a quarrel with her because of this matter. I have been in a bad mood recently. On the one hand, there are a lot of troubles at work, and the promotion of the position is not going smoothly. On the family side, there is a lot of financial pressure. On the physical side, the blood sugar level of diabetes is almost out of control. At noon, I measured the blood sugar and it reached more than 26! My daughter was scared and cried. Damn, what happened to my fate? ! Why can’t anything go smoothly? ! I can’t bear such great pressure. I am on the verge of collapse.  I sent WeChat and text messages to my wife again and again, saying that I was in a bad mood and needed even a little bit of care. As a result, this pervert didn’t understand a word I said! I almost told her directly, please, hug me! Pat my head like a dog! So sad. Today is my mother’s birthday. Because I was too busy, I agreed to go home in the evening. As a result, my wife called her and told her that my blood sugar was out of control. My mother was worried and called me. What can I say? I can only say that my blood sugar is normal. I know that men should be strong. However, I am too incompetent and have no ability to make a good change in my life. I have no choice but to grit my teeth and persevere. I want to drink some wine when I get home in the evening, but there is no place to drink and my body does not allow it. It’s so sad.