I have been in a bad mood recently, feeling irritable for no apparent reason. Nothing but bad things have happened in the past few years. My eldest daughter has depression, my youngest daughter has facial paralysis, and recently one of my eyes was diagnosed with myopia. I have diabetes, and my indicators have been out of control recently. I feel unwell, and I think it is a precursor to complications. The family expenses are too high, and my salary is simply not enough to support it. Everything is like a mountain pressing down on me, making it hard for me to breathe. This woman never understands me, even a little bit. At night, she told me that I had to pay the heating bill tomorrow. Not a single word was superfluous. She didn’t care if I had any money or how much pressure I was under. I really can’t hold on any longer.