Afternoon wife calls, say got disease of department of gynaecology, need hospital treatment.

She asked me to pay her social security.

I paid 4200 yuan.

I’ve been really stressed out lately.

The eldest daughter is ill, the wife is ill.

I have to work.

The monthly salary covers only basic expenses, and all additional expenses rely on credit cards and online borrowing.

I’m breaking down.

I don’t know when I’m gonna turn it around.

I really want to find a place where no one to cry once!

And I want to find a pub and get drunk!

But the harsh truth is that I can do neither of those things!

I was overwhelmed by reality.