Today I received promotion notifications for two colleagues. I am really happy for them. But I also feel deeply disappointed. I have worked diligently for the company for so many years, but I still don’t get a promotion or salary increase this year. I feel so disappointed and miserable. I hope a miracle will happen.

My position and salary were both embarrassing, and I thought that a friend or colleague of mine might be in the same embarrassing situation as me. But it turned out that his position and salary had already been resolved. The final clown turned out to be me. Fuck it!