I’ve been in a bad mood lately and very anxious. I’m very busy at work and very anxious. The endless work makes me feel very bad. I’m in an anxious state most of the time. I told my wife about my anxiety, but she didn’t understand me at all. It’s painful. In January, the company issued a document appointing me as a department leader, and it was agreed that I would have a 6-month probation period. Now it’s August, and there’s still no further news, no increase in benefits, no salary increase, but more and more work. I feel very unbalanced. My daughter is about to enter university, and the financial pressure is particularly great. I was looking forward to a salary increase to reduce the financial pressure, but now it seems there is no hope. This is my fucking fate.