I went for a massage on Saturday. The masseur’s technique was not right, which caused my left shoulder muscle to be strained. I was woken up by the pain in the middle of the night. The next morning, she urged me to eat again and again. I told her that I was in so much pain that I couldn’t move, but she seemed not to hear me and ignored my pain. On the way, I got angry and scolded her. Over the years, every time I encountered pain, she took the same attitude towards me. This made me feel very cold inside. I don’t know why. The last time I sent her a very long WeChat message, trying to communicate with her, the result was the same as usual. My heart was completely cold, and I was completely desperate for her.