Tonight, we talked about going home for the New Year. She wanted to go back to her hometown on the first day of the New Year. I asked her why not on the 30th? Why do you dislike that home so much? She said that it was the two daughters who didn’t want to go back. When I asked the daughters, they said, don’t even think about it! The youngest daughter didn’t want to go back either. At that moment, my heart sank. Going home for the New Year is such a normal thing. But it has become a luxury for me. Over the years, I have hardly ever gone home on the 30th. What do my parents think? Assholes. On the 30th of the New Year, I took Qiqi back to my hometown in the morning. In the middle, I went to her aunt’s house in the Tan family. I stayed at home for less than two hours. At 12 noon, I drove back to Wudi. In the afternoon, she suddenly looked at me in a bad mood. I don’t know why. When I woke up on the first day of the New Year, the atmosphere was still wrong. My father called me and asked us to go home early. The brothers in the courtyard were waiting for me to go back to visit the grave together. It would be bad if I went too late.  What the hell is this? Every year, I can’t even do something as natural as going home for the New Year. How can my parents live in my hometown? How can I live in front of my friends? Every year, people ask me how I spent the New Year? I always give vague answers, feeling ashamed… I must have committed a sin for eight lifetimes to marry such a woman… What on earth is this bastard thinking? Did she miss her dead father during the New Year? What an unreasonable thing. I have no choice but to muddle through. Do I have to have a huge fight with her during the New Year? That would only make things worse. I went home and went to pay New Year’s greetings to the elders with Haibin and Honghua. After that, we went to visit the graves together. After returning, my father, two uncles, Honghua and Haibin drank together. I returned to Wudi from my hometown at 12 noon. In the afternoon, Xiaoyong returned to Liuzhong from Zhengzhou. During this New Year, only Xiaoyong stayed in my hometown with my parents. It was really funny. On the second day of the New Year, Xiaoyong came to the county town to see me and had a meal.  Let’s go to my aunt’s house in the city together.