Yesterday, my eldest daughter went to get glasses, and my youngest daughter followed to measure her eyesight. Her left eye was more than 200 degrees myopic. Today we came to Hubin Eye Hospital. After a series of examinations, the doctor said that the difference in vision between the left and right eyes was too big. Wearing ordinary glasses can easily cause further deterioration of vision. It is recommended to wear orthokeratology glasses. This is a cursed family. My daughter had facial paralysis before, and the whole family turned a blind eye as if they were blind. By the time they found out, it was irreversible. Now the child has such severe myopia again, and they turned a blind eye to it, and it was also irreversible. Is this a curse from the devil or have we done something that is against the will of heaven and deserves such retribution. In the end, because the eyes were too dry, they could not wear orthokeratology lenses, and the child’s leg hair was not too thin by nature, so femtosecond surgery could not be performed. In other words, myopia is completely irreversible. I can only wear ordinary frame glasses. I chose a good one and spent 3,388 yuan. I maxed out one credit card and changed to another one. I am so annoyed. My emotions are a little out of control, and the online merchant loan of 50,000 yuan is about to expire, and the financial pressure is huge.  No one understands me. I decided to go out for a drink at night. I am always on the verge of collapse. There is no one in this world who understands me. If my family can’t feel a little warmth, and the people closest to me are strangers, how sad I would be as a man. My heart is very fragile. I can no longer withstand the wind and rain. Now I feel that my future is dark.